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What I would say
I tried to be angry with you, mother.
Angry that you were so often absent.
Angry that you gave me some pretty shitty genes.
Angry that you gave up.
You taught me how to lie to people.
How to hide from your problems.
How to run away.
I tried to hate you for it, tried to punish you by pushing you away.
But you loved me.
And I loved you.
I couldn't help it.
I idolized you as a child.
You were the angel that kept away my father's demon.
You were warmth, and safety.
But you weren't healthy, and it had to show eventually.
When I realized what you were doing to yourself,
I started to crack,
Started to hate the world,
Started to see lies in everything.
My world was poisoned.
You were no longer pure.
I didn't know what to do,
What to believe.
So many other things happened,
I fell farther,
I almost died.
But I survived.
I was a new person,
Discovering new things-
Healing, slowly but surely.
I wonder if that broke you.
Was the contrast of my health to your decline too hard to bear?
When I left yo
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It comes back, over and over-
Whispered, repeating-
No longer even a word-
Just a sound.
I wished so dearly for you,
Anything to end the pain.
Killed myself striving for you,
Just wanted it to end.
Never understanding why they hate you,
Fear you,
Run from you.
You were salvation.
Now I have you, and I know.
You are a half life-
A two-dimensional world, flat and stale.
I find myself wishing so dearly
For the Pain now.
Striving endlessly to feel.
I want to hurt again.
I'm tryin so hard-
But I won't die.
This is just the beginning.
I will fight off the end.
I'd do anything to Feel again.
My pain won't drag me down this time.
Numb, you did save me.
I liked it, for a time.
But I have to face it now,
Now that I will not die.
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Babay Shower Blessing by PyroMorticia Babay Shower Blessing :iconpyromorticia:PyroMorticia 1 0
Her breasts well up with milky tears,
As she pleads for forgiveness
To the life
Her body could not support.
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WIP Carnivorous Plant Arrangement by PyroMorticia WIP Carnivorous Plant Arrangement :iconpyromorticia:PyroMorticia 2 0
A Change
What is this?
So suddenly appearing, as if
a plug was pulled.
What is this?
There is pain-
There is difficulty-
There is loneliness-
But it's alright.
There is love-
There is fear-
There is bitter resentment.
I am confused. What is this?
Why can I smile?
Why do I love my pain, my past, my trials?
They love me.
They love me-
And no one can see.
I fall, fall, fall-
I raise my head and smile,
Thank you.
Bliss, huh?
It's a strange thing.
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The Mother
She cried tears of nothingness,
And as they crawled down her face,
They erased all that was behind.
As she cried, this nothingness,
What they touched, would disappear.
Her cheeks were striped, her chin half-gone,
Her legs, kneeling, covered in holes.
But she did not bleed, this girl of void,
Her flesh disappeared, the truth was shown,
A blackness deep inside.
Galaxies came flooding out, this Universal girl
Was gone,
The solar systems, planets, moons, and stars,
Watched solemnly as She had died,
But they did not mourn, no tears were shed,
For their Mother was in them, inside,
The life force that we hold inside, is proof of her legacy.
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Marvin and I by PyroMorticia Marvin and I :iconpyromorticia:PyroMorticia 1 5
Continue without Fear
Why do you fear me?
I am not-
    The one to fear.
I am the one who ends your pain-
    I do not cause it.
I am the end, it's true...
    But I show you the new beginning.
Why do you hate me?
I am not-
    The one to loathe.
I am the one who soothes you-
    I am not cruel. I am not cold.
I take you from everything you love, it's true..
    But I love you, and I show you new things to love.
I am Death, it's true.
However, would you rather live in torment,
Or die in peace?
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Mature content
Instinct :iconpyromorticia:PyroMorticia 0 0
I want to wrap my heart in darkness-
I want to mute my mind.
I want to bind my limbs together-
And leave this world behind.
I'm tired of living in the light,
It hurts my eyes, it's just too bright.
As it is, I'm fed up with life,
It drags along, so filled with strife.
I'm tired of doing the smart thing, what's right,
I want to run away, to slash, to bite.
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Last Memories
I am empty.
       The clear sky's pale blue body is broken only by a few lost clouds and a collection of birds circling cautiously. Below, there is a depression in the land, not quite a valley, covered in waves of grass. The hills surrounding gradually lead up to rocky cliffs and mountains. I am here, alone, in the center of my destruction, the crater that is ground zero of my shame.
       The heat curls around my face, sizzling up through the wreckage and drowning the air. Charred figures seem to rise up as I pass, singing to me, bones reaching for me. These broken chords are unbearable.
       I run.
       Farther from the beginning, closer to the edge, some buildings still have broken walls, barely standing. These bodies are more recognizable, and familiar faces flash past me, stunning me, eyes asking, accusing me. Suddenly I am on the ground, covered in pain, rubble piercing my skin and tainti
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What do you do?
When you see a stranger in the mirror,
Then the pain starts,
What do you do?
When you are not seen,
Not heard,
Never spoken.
What do you do,
When your home drives you insane?
What do you do,
When those that should heal only maim?
What do you do?
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I will not learn in a cube.
Put me in a box, tell me I must do this, force me into
     a crowd, a schedule.
Try. I will not learn.
I will fly free in nature, away from straight lines and hard rules.
I will be wonderful in my true form, not forced into
     a mold, a class.
Free me. I will show you the truth.
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Why the plants dance.
Why earthquakes quicken, vibrating
Up my arm.
Why help is oozing slowly
Why breath is short
Why voices go unseen
Illness, virus
In my brain.
Death to vitality, verity
Thoughts, spasmodic
Fear, paralyzing
Illness, vast.
Why horns sprout
Why wings burn
Why allies die.
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Self-Disgust by PyroMorticia
Mature content
Self-Disgust :iconpyromorticia:PyroMorticia 3 6


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  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt? Five years

  2. What does your username mean? Uh... somethin' like 'fire death'? It's related to those two words anyways. I made it in my goth phase...

  3. Describe yourself in three words. Awesomely unique feline.

  4. Are you left or right handed? Right

  5. What was your first deviation?  'Grim Reaper' (Not how I see Death nowadays.)

  6. What is your favourite type of art to create? Traditional drawings.

  7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be? Oil painting.

  8. What was your first favourite? 'It's my flower' by :iconthomaswievegg: is technically first, but there were a lot of things I had to track down again after I was finally old enough for an account. (yes, I obeyed the age thing even though I could've gotten around it.)

  9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most? ...I favorite a lot of stuff, a wide variety, but if I had to take a guess.. Maybe digital? Not that I like it more or less than others, I just see more I think?

  10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist? *grumble* I hate picking favorites... Um, maybe :iconyuumei:? I love so much of her work, and agree with the sentiments behind them too.

  11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be? Hmm. I think :iconhumon:. She seems like a lot of fun to hang out with.

  12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life? I can't really think of one in particular, but many deviants have had an impact on me.

  13. What are your preferred tools to create art? Pencil, eraser, paper.

  14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art? Um. No clue. I did a lot of art during class in middle school, but that was because I was bored or angsty.. I guess that's a sort of inspiration?

  15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory? My first watcher that was a stranger. :D


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United States
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buttercupminiatures Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2015  Professional Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the fave! :)
ARVEN92 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch :)
ElliPuukangas Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you ever so much for the watch! :huggle:
PyroMorticia Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2015  Student General Artist
Your welcome! I'm quite interested in your 'Tistow' comic. :thumbsup:
ElliPuukangas Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
:heart: Eek, thank you very much! ^o^ I hope you'll continue to enjoy it in the future!
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